It's funny how you feel like living a cave - literally living in a cave, but you're actually a girl. Yes, what i desire in ultimate love... love of happiness, not love of sorrow, not love because you're gonna loose it, love from respect - honour and understanding.. this love takes time. and it takes your whole body in it..
I have trully felt how The Fountain, how how Hugh Jackman loved Rachel Weisz. And I've lost it... because of not trusting myself, not wanting to get hurt, and thinking that it will not be a reality.
but im really stupid. a loser. not wanting to change its ways... has stupid set of rules in place (so u can feel in control)
