damn, months go by and it's been sweet and sour journey.
No.1 - im changing jobs - to another job that i think it's not my strong points. But hey, the opportunity was there to get out of the current job. Don't get me wrong, the job was cool, my colleagues are great "work" friend and gave healthy competition. It was me. I was wrong for the job. My motto was "What ever i go through, i wanted to be the best" - yet this is the first time in my career life, I'm leaving a company feeling that I fail to impress people and myself.
No.1 - im changing jobs - to another job that i think it's not my strong points. But hey, the opportunity was there to get out of the current job. Don't get me wrong, the job was cool, my colleagues are great "work" friend and gave healthy competition. It was me. I was wrong for the job. My motto was "What ever i go through, i wanted to be the best" - yet this is the first time in my career life, I'm leaving a company feeling that I fail to impress people and myself.
Re-group, Re-group. Be alert. Stay alert.
i think the problems comes with my uncertainty about my life, my health, that effect my mind during work. Sometimes, I just need to get out from this poisonous rat race/cage. When it comes to love life, i just hit the 360*. It's all coming back to me now..............
My financial strategy changed. - some improvement but a long way to go.
My trust and my judgement deteriorate.
I just need to get out. how am i gonna make the first move when everything else just crumbled.
